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Dec. 4th, 2003
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Dec. 4th, 2003 08:38 am*sighs*
good god can my mom embarass me any more than last night?
I am so sorry you had to see my mom completly plastered last night Joe. -_-;;
What she wanted to talk to me about after Joe left...god. It just pissed me off. Just because she hadnt met joe previous to our walk...she goes nearly spastic on me. She asked me in a five minute time frame, how and where i met Joe...THREE times. finally when she asked me for the third time "Katie, where did you meet him?" i said rather testily: "Now for the third time in five minutes, i shall tell you I work with him!" she never raised her voice, but you could tell she was plastered. She must have been feeling pretty good, seeing as she is on like 4 perscription anti-depressants, and alcohol is a depressant. I hate living in that house.
I feel like its all my fault that my mom is sick like that. thats why i dont completly explode on her when i find her drunk. i know she turns to drinking as a release from her personal hell. it just hurts me to see it.
She also thinks i lied to her. Somewhere along the line, with in the past few days, she got the notion that Pengisann was going for a walk with Joe and me. Now i dont believe i mentioned that, i know i said I was going to pengisanns b-day fiesta...but nothing about being with her last night. "Mom, had i known you thought Pengisann was going with us, i would have cleared that up in an instant! Val's working tonight, how could she even go?" yet mom still brought that up. I also think she realized after a while, that she was bothering me, cause she started trying to act like my best friend. Reading the daily comics over my shoulder -_-...trying to get me to laugh...mom can always tell when she pisses me off.
good god can my mom embarass me any more than last night?
I am so sorry you had to see my mom completly plastered last night Joe. -_-;;
What she wanted to talk to me about after Joe left...god. It just pissed me off. Just because she hadnt met joe previous to our walk...she goes nearly spastic on me. She asked me in a five minute time frame, how and where i met Joe...THREE times. finally when she asked me for the third time "Katie, where did you meet him?" i said rather testily: "Now for the third time in five minutes, i shall tell you I work with him!" she never raised her voice, but you could tell she was plastered. She must have been feeling pretty good, seeing as she is on like 4 perscription anti-depressants, and alcohol is a depressant. I hate living in that house.
I feel like its all my fault that my mom is sick like that. thats why i dont completly explode on her when i find her drunk. i know she turns to drinking as a release from her personal hell. it just hurts me to see it.
She also thinks i lied to her. Somewhere along the line, with in the past few days, she got the notion that Pengisann was going for a walk with Joe and me. Now i dont believe i mentioned that, i know i said I was going to pengisanns b-day fiesta...but nothing about being with her last night. "Mom, had i known you thought Pengisann was going with us, i would have cleared that up in an instant! Val's working tonight, how could she even go?" yet mom still brought that up. I also think she realized after a while, that she was bothering me, cause she started trying to act like my best friend. Reading the daily comics over my shoulder -_-...trying to get me to laugh...mom can always tell when she pisses me off.
