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rob got carrie Ninja Scroll for christmas...my god just the previews are making me droooooool.

though it is dubbed...i shall have to get used to a dub. and on video...i have taken the VCR hostage when i moved back in...so we have to watch it in our room ^^

and i knew what he had gotten me already ^^ the extended edition to LotR. on video, but well whos complaning? at least i got it ^^

Merry Christmas

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for once rob didnt mock me for my choice of apparal at his house.

i wore my black pants, black (only way to get rid of temptation is to give into it) t-shirt, my new studded cuff, and my plastic bracelets.

usually he mocks me, saying shit like "who are you trying to be" last night *technically* he just said "looks like you got another me. Hey Katie, want some of my old stuff"

*feels all warm and tingly* well my brother was my role model as a kid, so we all wonder why i dress like him sometimes ^^


and i have no reason for christmas this year.

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i ask for video games. i get...clothes...and not even clothes. i get a pair of pants. and 2 bras i wouldnt wear if my life depended on it, and underwear. 3 pairs of earings and a $20 dollar bill. well guess whos going to buy her video games with that cash. scratch that A video game. must find a store that is opened on X-mas...need video games.

and my mom gave me $30 to buy some more pants and shes supposedly giving me $10 more to buy some CD-R's but i'll bet anyone that she "forgot" already.


and my sister got clothes after clothes after clothes...supposedly because she lost weight and needed new clothes. i have 2 pairs of pants i wear. she has about 5.

its christmas for fucking sakes, i shouldnt be crying.

and cry i just did, my mom came in the room. and i basically just let her know how sad i am. about everything.

i think i am going to go for a walk later on...a LONG walk. its snowing...maybe that will cheer me up...doubtful seeing as i dislike snow.

i could listen to this song over and over again...

When the last eagle flies
Over the last crumbling mountain
And the last lion roars
At the last dusty fountain

In the shadow of the forest
Thought she may be old and worn
They will stare unbelieving
At the last unicorn

When the first breath of winter
Through the flowers its icing
And you’ve looked to the north
And the pale moon is rising

And it seems like all is dying
And would leave the world to mourn
In the distance is the laughter
Of the last unicorn

I’m alive
I’m alive

When the last moon is cast
Over the last star of morning
And the future has past
With out even a last desperate warning

Then look in to the sky were through
The clouds a path is born
Look and see her how she sparkles
It’s the last unicorn!

I’m alive
I’m alive

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*starts crying again* these be happy tears this time ^^ my mom is allowing me to keep my rent this week to buy myself some stuff i REALLY want. LIKE KINGDOM HEARTS!!!! IT IS ON SALE AT MEDIA PLAY FOR ONLY $39.99!!!!!!!!

and i am going to buy some clothes. something i really need x_X hot topic...here i come...well maybe. i need pants more, and theirs is so damn expensive.