*shudders*

grrrrr........i have a sixth sense toward men in general, if i get that 'feeling' that they are not right. i generally avoid them like the plague...

theres this one guy Eddie...at Mighty. got that feeling...
well at work today, i was bored outta my fricking mind, so i started doing the dishes. (god i love doing the dishes...and i am not kidding on that...) he's working on oven(stuff that should have been done HOURS ago)...me start putting stuffs in the washer...only to turn around and he's STARING at me >.<...
my responce: *cross sarcastic, and what the fuck do you want?* "WHAT?!"
eddie:nothing, "i am just watching you..."

god i almost killllllleeeddd him...
i dont trust him....(not HIM ^.~)

can i please kill him? anyone going to let me take a knife to his throat????? or poison him???? or draw and quarter him??

caffein rush

well he wants me to ask him...how the fuck do you ask a guy ????????

*steals h-chans word*
too confuzzled...

lotsa stuff

sleep whats that??? for some insane reason...i woke up after only about 4 hours of sleep...such blissful sleep...shattered...partly cause the phone started ringing--dwayne wanted me to come in today...hell no--and partly cause i got sick this morning...:P woke up...brain screaming to RUN to the bathroom...vomit not good first thing in the morning ^_^ dont worry eveyone i am fine. i think it was just the food i ate yesterday...the mighty taco beef doenst sit well with me...^_^; so well it decided to leave me >:)

hmm...my mommy and step-daddy (whom i call daddy ^_^) are at court right now...my real father decided to be a man and stop avoiding the law (doesnt help that there was a warrent out for his arrest) and finally appear in court...owes us about $30,000...and believe you me...we REALLY need that money...mostly my mom and dad. i just want his car :P (if he has a car registered in his name, we have legal rights to seize it) clean the fucker out real nice...possibly paint it :P but ah, just dreaming mom said i cant keep it ^_^ wanna bet? i suffered the most of anyone...i deserve it!!!! *laughs* and to think they are all doing this, so we can have a better life...we want nothing to do with that bastard. damn 2 more years and the protection order expires... maybe i'll be outta the damn country by then *big doppy smile*

i am the only one home right now...and go figure my big dog is on patrol...>.< stop barking mo! you are creeping me out!!! its just the fucking mail man!!! ^_^

well me go for now...play neopets like the dork i am ^.^

*grumble*

stupid court systems gave my mommy the wrong date >.

hehe,,,

shaving is dangerous. :P

and i actually spent some time *gasps* away from the computer...i went outside and ran around in the rain with my big dog ^_^ me had fun.

sucky thing though...my mom wants my grandma to move in with us. >.< and where is she going to go??? its cause they are broke and well...my cousin...needs constant supervision...she's spoiled rotten ...
heres my problem with this...3 bedroom house. i am used to being alone...there are going to be 6 people in my house. >.< i dont like that...way too crouded...

i liked it better when i was on my own...too bad i cant afford it now...cause i gots no help...seeing as my roomie moved to louisiana ^_^ and theres no one else around here i'd feel comfortable moving in with >:P suckys...

hehehehe

now i have lied to myself for far too long...i am such a sap :P i tell people that i'll kill them ^_^ and here i am just finished watching Dawsons Creek (yeah John...i actually watched tv ^_^)...i was awwing and ohhing the whole damn show...>.< fuck fuck...i am not a sap!!!! Dawson broke the law to get Joey a rose (he cut it off of a bush instead of buying one)... i was practically in tears...such a sweet move >.<...but come on!!! a white rose??? >:P gimme black anyday....this coming from the girl in a holy allyduster, holy tanktop, and pigtails...a spur of the moment hair play time...^_^ for anyone who knows(or gives adamn) my hair is usually in a ponytail...^_^ yesh John...when you get those damn pictures of me...my hair is down >.< i like it that way...but well it gets in my way...i have a lot of hair....

and how did this entry...turn into a topic of my damn hair...i have too much of it and its dark...so what ^_^

hmm...*bits lip* lalalalalalalalalala...........figured out whats wrong with my speakers/headphone thingies ^_^ they are overheating...from what i can guess...so they shut down >.< annoying...using my portable CD player to listen to my own mix...i love having a cd burner :P

^_^ i am creeping myself out with my happy go hyper mood...

for Tarku...its the message from my best friend :P

and no not edited :P
but we did continue the convo after ward ~.^ of what...you shall never know >:P

StarryNiteDragon: JEN!!!
pheonixfirestone: I do hope this is Kate
StarryNiteDragon: does this answer your quesion? who am i :P
StarryNiteDragon: of course!
pheonixfirestone: Heya. What's going on?
StarryNiteDragon: updating my LJ for about the billionth time...today...too much has happened
StarryNiteDragon: ^_^
pheonixfirestone: oi vei. Heh, you're speaking to me.
pheonixfirestone: Are you sure your sister isn't going psycho about how you shouldn't be talking to such a fucking bitch?
StarryNiteDragon: i tried to call you earlier
StarryNiteDragon: i'll take away her net
pheonixfirestone: From 5 - 10 I was out.
StarryNiteDragon: master sn
pheonixfirestone: I was at the mall with Steve.
StarryNiteDragon: awww
pheonixfirestone: bwahahaha
StarryNiteDragon: damn...sappy mood
pheonixfirestone: We had some interesting conversation
StarryNiteDragon: want John...tarku :P
StarryNiteDragon: lol tell
StarryNiteDragon: damn updated my journal 6 times today >.<
pheonixfirestone: Haha...eventually we were talking about his porn habits when he was 13, and his masturbation schedual. Need I go on?
pheonixfirestone: Oi...I really really hope ST and Dave don't go at it again...
StarryNiteDragon: tarku whanks about 3-4 times aday :P
StarryNiteDragon: i know...they dont get allong
StarryNiteDragon: >.<
pheonixfirestone: No, it's not just that...
pheonixfirestone: I'm actually sort of inclined to take David's side in the matter.
StarryNiteDragon: *shrugs* its your opinion...you know how i am...i wouldnt stop you
pheonixfirestone: Yeah. Lol, I ended up skipping both my classes today
StarryNiteDragon: WHAY?!
StarryNiteDragon: *why
StarryNiteDragon: oh curiousity? do you like the banner...i mean really like it?
pheonixfirestone: Well, I just didn't feel like going to Philosophy, and I was talking to David on MSN and sorta lost track of time
StarryNiteDragon: lol
StarryNiteDragon: figures
pheonixfirestone: Yeah, it's definately good...Tamoko's making me a banner though, so I'll see how that turns out.
StarryNiteDragon: 1 minute of net time= about 30 minuts real time
StarryNiteDragon: i was bored, using my media player ^_^
pheonixfirestone: I'm finishing up David's journal.
StarryNiteDragon: i wasnt suppose to blur like that..b.ut i like it
pheonixfirestone: ya
StarryNiteDragon: x.x i couldnt get passed the 6th page :P
pheonixfirestone: Lol. That's where it starts getting funny.
pheonixfirestone: The mods all get into an argument.
pheonixfirestone: Over the ST thing.
StarryNiteDragon: when is that unusual
StarryNiteDragon: i know about that
pheonixfirestone: I felt freaking bad though...he was staying up until 4:30 AM to talk to me.
StarryNiteDragon: he really isnt such a bad person
pheonixfirestone: Nah.
StarryNiteDragon: who seymour?
pheonixfirestone: Yep.
StarryNiteDragon: lol
StarryNiteDragon: i stay up till 6 am to talk to tarku...and he gets mad at me for it :P
pheonixfirestone: Can't say much about John though, 'cause I've never spoken to him really.
StarryNiteDragon: cause its only 4 there
StarryNiteDragon: sir tarku thats his aim handle
pheonixfirestone: true true. So do you have an internet relationship thing??
pheonixfirestone: Is he on?
StarryNiteDragon: ^_^ i am giving you permission to torture
StarryNiteDragon: no >.< not until about 1
pheonixfirestone: Bwahaha
StarryNiteDragon: he's at work right now
StarryNiteDragon: just dont tell him i allowed this
StarryNiteDragon: wanna know something freaky?
pheonixfirestone: Why the hell not?
pheonixfirestone: What?
StarryNiteDragon: theres only one thing we DONT have in common ><
StarryNiteDragon: i worship cheese...he hates it
StarryNiteDragon: lol
pheonixfirestone: oi vei.
StarryNiteDragon: ^_^
pheonixfirestone: So it's an official thing now though.
pheonixfirestone: I wonder why it hasn't made it to the forums yet?
StarryNiteDragon: yeah...read my journal its in there :P
StarryNiteDragon: please NO!!!
pheonixfirestone: I'm leaving it up to you two.
pheonixfirestone: and why not?
StarryNiteDragon: *sighes with releif* thank you
StarryNiteDragon: me=very shy...you know that...
StarryNiteDragon: didnt you notice i took my lj off my siggie
StarryNiteDragon: ?

pheonixfirestone: Nope
StarryNiteDragon: well it is actually still there its the last dot on the trail of dots
StarryNiteDragon: :P
pheonixfirestone: lol
StarryNiteDragon: kneiving katie
pheonixfirestone: Bwahaha! I have read Dave's entire journal!!
StarryNiteDragon: lol
StarryNiteDragon: i will eventually
StarryNiteDragon: i stoped with the mod war
StarryNiteDragon: >.< didnt want to flip out
pheonixfirestone: It gets sort of interesting. But you might not like it, since a few people go anti st.
StarryNiteDragon: i know...and he's such a sweetie
StarryNiteDragon: :P
StarryNiteDragon: that actually came out of my mouth?!
pheonixfirestone: HAHAHA! I HAVE IT IN WRITING TO PROVE IT!!!
StarryNiteDragon: i am going to send you a pic of him
pheonixfirestone: Oh, on a new subject, are you clear for camping?
StarryNiteDragon: great....black mail
StarryNiteDragon: what days?
StarryNiteDragon: i need to know them
StarryNiteDragon: doesnt have a decient calander
pheonixfirestone: Uh.
pheonixfirestone: October... 11th (afternoon) thru 13th (morning)
StarryNiteDragon: ok...i'll see if i can get it off...i should beable to
pheonixfirestone: good...excellent...bwahahaha!
pheonixfirestone: hehe, I got to see a piccie of David...actually 3 piccies of David.
pheonixfirestone: He wants to know what your sister and becky look like/
pheonixfirestone: *like.
StarryNiteDragon: umm...i have more pics of tarku...but i dont think you want to see his bum ;-)

and honestly thats the most hentai of them...the other is him in his boxers
pheonixfirestone: oi
pheonixfirestone: IRL is definately better.
StarryNiteDragon: well...tell him to wait until i have a scanner...
pheonixfirestone: Then you can touch, and not just look.
StarryNiteDragon: and why doenst he want to see me
StarryNiteDragon: LO
pheonixfirestone: As I said. Touching is better then looking.
StarryNiteDragon: tarku is suppose to visit next summer
StarryNiteDragon: i know
pheonixfirestone: Good. Then I can grill the bastard. :D
StarryNiteDragon: rightnow...i just want to get the hell out of this house
StarryNiteDragon: :P
pheonixfirestone: ;-)
StarryNiteDragon: be just a bit nicer ^_^
StarryNiteDragon: than usual
pheonixfirestone: Well...my parents might be moving soon.
StarryNiteDragon: to where?
pheonixfirestone: Either New Jersey, or Batavia.
StarryNiteDragon: and the reason i wanted canada...thats where tarku lives
pheonixfirestone: But either way, if they move, I'm staying here.
StarryNiteDragon: god NJ?! thats like the moon!!
StarryNiteDragon: oh...school :P
pheonixfirestone: NO! I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO BE MY ROOMIE???
pheonixfirestone: Apartment'd be cheaper actually.
StarryNiteDragon: read my LJ....i want to get the fuck out of this house...
pheonixfirestone: I'm getting there...I'm glancing at a thread about threesomes and deciding to stay out of it.
StarryNiteDragon: if my mom gets her way...my grandmother is going to be moving in...thats 6 FRIKING PEOPLE IN A THREE BEDROOM HOUSE!!!
StarryNiteDragon: lol
pheonixfirestone: Where the hell is she gonna sleep?
StarryNiteDragon: same wise decision i made
StarryNiteDragon: i dont know
StarryNiteDragon: john offered me a place on his bedroom floor
StarryNiteDragon: :P he's got a hammock for abed :P
StarryNiteDragon: and well that doenst exactly work for 2 people
StarryNiteDragon: but he doenst know that i want to move out right now
StarryNiteDragon: i just found out about 2 hours ago
pheonixfirestone: NO! If I can't move to Jersey, you can't move to Canada.
StarryNiteDragon: *about my gramma*
StarryNiteDragon: lol
pheonixfirestone: gotcha
StarryNiteDragon: i should make him move here :P
StarryNiteDragon: but it would be intresting living with 2 mod's of ffh
StarryNiteDragon: (he also lives with Reo)
pheonixfirestone: Yes. He moves here.
pheonixfirestone: I know
pheonixfirestone: He moves here, or else he gets maimed.
pheonixfirestone: *takes out machetti*
StarryNiteDragon: lolololol...you tell him that
StarryNiteDragon: o.O
StarryNiteDragon: want carol's sn?
StarryNiteDragon: kosloski's
StarryNiteDragon: by the way...when does the mod war end?
StarryNiteDragon: which page?
pheonixfirestone: Uh, about 10
pheonixfirestone: I think
pheonixfirestone: Seriously, John gets the hell shot out of him.
pheonixfirestone: He's not a good arguer.
StarryNiteDragon: i know...but well he's had problems
pheonixfirestone: Not saying he didn't, not taking sides
StarryNiteDragon: i knwo hes not a good arguer :P
pheonixfirestone: definately not a good arguer.
pheonixfirestone: And I will tell you exactly what I will tell him right now.
StarryNiteDragon: ok...*ish scared(
pheonixfirestone: "John. This is Katie's best friend. You may know me from FFH as Demoness's Pheonix. I am giving you a warning about what will happen if you break my best friend's heart. Not might...will.
StarryNiteDragon: LOL!!!
StarryNiteDragon: he is so going to kill me :P
StarryNiteDragon: ;-)
pheonixfirestone: Should you do this, I will personally carry out my preferred method of killing you. Look in the General Chat, and look up Gila's thread about favorite way to kill someone. My first method is the one I'm referring to. Yeah. The one about the penis being nailed to the floor.
pheonixfirestone: You can easily avoid this problem. Simply don't break her heart. I don't care if you live in Canada, I will hunt you down.
StarryNiteDragon: *snorts* *howls with laugher*
pheonixfirestone: Have a nice day.'
pheonixfirestone: You have been prewarned.
StarryNiteDragon: dude...that is too good
StarryNiteDragon: do it do it!!
pheonixfirestone: yeah, I'm evil.
pheonixfirestone: If i'm still on at 1 I will.
StarryNiteDragon: no, you are protective :P
StarryNiteDragon: i will be ^_^
pheonixfirestone: If I'm not, you do it for me.
StarryNiteDragon: umm...
StarryNiteDragon: how?
StarryNiteDragon: deliver the message myself?
pheonixfirestone: Simple. Don't close the IM, and when he comes on just cut and paste.
StarryNiteDragon: or you could just pm it to him :P
StarryNiteDragon: lol
pheonixfirestone: If he wants to bitch, tell him to PM me.
StarryNiteDragon: i think he's get a kick out of it :P
pheonixfirestone: Either that or he'd think David put me up to it.
pheonixfirestone: Speaking of him, he's on MSN now.
StarryNiteDragon: lol...i'll tell him that you are my best friend...very OVER protective
pheonixfirestone: Damned straight'
pheonixfirestone: *straight
StarryNiteDragon: :P
StarryNiteDragon: thats what my best friend is for :P
pheonixfirestone: Damned straight. Someone's gotta be over protective.
StarryNiteDragon: yeah for the quiet dragon :P
pheonixfirestone: Bwah. I'll kick his butt. SMod or no SMod.
StarryNiteDragon: lol
StarryNiteDragon: and i know you will...just like how i wanted to KILL tom for hurting you
pheonixfirestone: pity you didn't
StarryNiteDragon: true...it still creeps me out how he asked me to dance
pheonixfirestone: should've maimed him
StarryNiteDragon: clawed him
StarryNiteDragon: decapitated him
StarryNiteDragon: pissed down his throat
StarryNiteDragon: ^_^ the norm
pheonixfirestone: no piss until he's blinded.
StarryNiteDragon: thats what the claws are for